urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:filthy_slut Fucked up Insecure Neurotic and Emotional... filthy_slut 2005-09-22T23:18:49Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:filthy_slut:2825 2005-09-22T23:18:49Z 2005-09-22T23:18:49Z ok... she..heh.. one of the most fucked up girls i ever met!i have never seen her sober.Love her so much.. when we are drunk always playing lesbians, and some people truly believe that we are lovers.. hehe.. thats kinda funny=)we always get hell drunk...or.. better said she does... and me trying to look after her..she always kicked out from the club...waking up in the hospitals and loosing all her stuf.. hate her for that!!!! girl!! u need think sometimes about yourself...<br /><br />love her.. for everything...<br />we are on the same stream..... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:filthy_slut:2713 2005-09-22T23:14:03Z 2005-09-22T23:14:03Z hah..met that missionary again in the train... with a friend..fuck... they were inviting me to some "party" tomorrow.. thats crappy.. they better have to come partying with me....maybe they will change their vision of the world...<br /><br />wanna see lærke tomorow.. really do.. but still dont know if i will go to her.. hm.. just getting drunk as always, playing stupid, doing stupid things.. grrr so tired of that.<br />hm.. and then claus...yup.. U!!!<br />dont wanna be bitchy towards her.. and hate being second..on the other hand its funny game...and actually i dont know what i want...but we will try to have fun.. right? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:filthy_slut:2548 2005-09-22T23:08:38Z 2005-09-22T23:08:38Z <table cellpadding="20" align="center"> <tbody> <tr> <td align="middle"><font size="5"><b>Psychotic</b></font><br>You scored 58% Freek! </td></tr> <tr> <td>Your about as normal as this pic is something you'd see every day. You a total nutter and scar off those who don’t know you that well. The people that do know you love you and the fact your unique, interesting, different, and well lets call it "special". Your a great person to be around but hard to get to know. Your wackiness and somewhat bold personality means that people judge on what they see and never really get to know the real you. Being crazy is fun and its fine, I mean everyone needs to cut lose once in a while. But don’t forget to visit earth once in a while. Being normal, simple and fitting in isn’t always a bad thing. </td></tr> <tr> <td align="middle"><img src="http://is2.okcupid.com/users/960/356/9603566547920074556/mt1123240904.jpg"> </td></tr></tbody></table><br><br><br><br /><table cellpadding="20"> <tbody> <tr> <td><span>My test tracked 1 variable How you compared to other people <i>your age and gender</i>:<br /><blockquote><br /><table cellspacing="4" cellpadding="0" border="0"> <tbody> <tr> <td valign="center"><br /><table cellspacing="1" cellpadding="0" bgcolor="black" border="0"> <tbody> <tr> <td width="131" bgcolor="#b2cfff" height="20"><a href="http://www.okcupid.com/"><img alt="free online dating" src="http://is2.okcupid.com/graphics/0.gif" border="0"></a></td> <td width="19" bgcolor="white"><a href="http://www.okcupid.com/"><img alt="free online dating" src="http://is2.okcupid.com/graphics/0.gif" border="0"></a></td></tr></tbody></table></td> <td valign="center">You scored higher than <b>87%</b> on <b>Freek</b></td></tr></tbody></table></blockquote></span></td></tr></tbody></table><table cellpadding="20"><tr><td>Link: <a href="http://www.okcupid.com/tests/take?testid=147657954621307093">The Freak Test</a> written by <a href="http://www.okcupid.com/profile?tuid=9603566547920074556">littleangel666</a> on <a href="http://www.okcupid.com">Ok Cupid</a></td></tr></table> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:filthy_slut:2199 2005-09-21T21:59:00Z 2005-09-21T21:59:00Z actually.. had one accident in my life.. was about 15 or 16 years old when some guys put the knife on my throat with attempt of rape.... hm.. dont remember how things turned out, perhaps i told them smth.. or there were some people.. but nothing had happened. <br /><br /> i cant say even that i wasте scared... maybe shoсked... and had some red line on my throat for 2 days i think... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:filthy_slut:1957 2005-09-21T21:33:18Z 2005-09-21T21:33:18Z <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" width="600"><tr><td><img src="http://images.quizfarm.com/1109469601samauri knife.jpg"></td><td> You scored as <b>Cut Throat</b>. Your death will be by a slit/cut throat, maybe beacuse you are a foreign person or in some gang. Don't do gangs.<br><br><table border="0" width="300" cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0"><tr><td><p><font face="Arial" size="1">Cut Throat</font></p></td><td><table border="1" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" width="73" bgcolor="#dddddd"><tr><td></td></tr></table></td><td><font face="Arial" size="1">73%</font></td></tr><tr><td><p><font face="Arial" size="1">Suicide</font></p></td><td><table border="1" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" width="73" bgcolor="#dddddd"><tr><td></td></tr></table></td><td><font face="Arial" size="1">73%</font></td></tr><tr><td><p><font face="Arial" size="1">Suffocated</font></p></td><td><table border="1" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" width="67" bgcolor="#dddddd"><tr><td></td></tr></table></td><td><font face="Arial" size="1">67%</font></td></tr><tr><td><p><font face="Arial" size="1">Disappear</font></p></td><td><table border="1" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" width="67" bgcolor="#dddddd"><tr><td></td></tr></table></td><td><font face="Arial" size="1">67%</font></td></tr><tr><td><p><font face="Arial" size="1">Disease</font></p></td><td><table border="1" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" width="67" bgcolor="#dddddd"><tr><td></td></tr></table></td><td><font face="Arial" size="1">67%</font></td></tr><tr><td><p><font face="Arial" size="1">Stabbed</font></p></td><td><table border="1" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" width="60" bgcolor="#dddddd"><tr><td></td></tr></table></td><td><font face="Arial" size="1">60%</font></td></tr><tr><td><p><font face="Arial" size="1">Bomb</font></p></td><td><table border="1" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" width="60" bgcolor="#dddddd"><tr><td></td></tr></table></td><td><font face="Arial" size="1">60%</font></td></tr><tr><td><p><font face="Arial" size="1">Posion</font></p></td><td><table border="1" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" width="60" bgcolor="#dddddd"><tr><td></td></tr></table></td><td><font face="Arial" size="1">60%</font></td></tr><tr><td><p><font face="Arial" size="1">Eaten</font></p></td><td><table border="1" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" width="60" bgcolor="#dddddd"><tr><td></td></tr></table></td><td><font face="Arial" size="1">60%</font></td></tr><tr><td><p><font face="Arial" size="1">Accident</font></p></td><td><table border="1" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" width="60" bgcolor="#dddddd"><tr><td></td></tr></table></td><td><font face="Arial" size="1">60%</font></td></tr><tr><td><p><font face="Arial" size="1">Natural Causes</font></p></td><td><table border="1" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" width="47" bgcolor="#dddddd"><tr><td></td></tr></table></td><td><font face="Arial" size="1">47%</font></td></tr><tr><td><p><font face="Arial" size="1">Gunshot</font></p></td><td><table border="1" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" width="47" bgcolor="#dddddd"><tr><td></td></tr></table></td><td><font face="Arial" size="1">47%</font></td></tr><tr><td><p><font face="Arial" size="1">Drowning</font></p></td><td><table border="1" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" width="33" bgcolor="#dddddd"><tr><td></td></tr></table></td><td><font face="Arial" size="1">33%</font></td></tr>&lt;/td&gt;</tr></table><br><a href="http://quizfarm.com/test.php?q_id=8960">How Will You Die??</a><br><font face="Arial" size="1">created with <a href="http://quizfarm.com">QuizFarm.com</a></font></table> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:filthy_slut:1659 2005-09-21T21:32:46Z 2005-09-21T21:32:46Z was shoping.. spending fucken money...grrrr<br />fucking crappy money.. all about this shit...<br /><br />tired.. and pessimistic... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:filthy_slut:1449 2005-09-20T20:22:29Z 2005-09-20T20:22:29Z i fucked all todays day... was in police.. taken my pass with visa...killed half a day walking in helsingør...<br />on my way home met missioner.. hm......church of jesus christ... hate all this shit..im just wondering who worked on heads of all this young boys.. in ties and white shirts?????its too fanatic... they truly believe in what they are saying...<br /><br />in one way i like they way of life... calmly...<br /><br />whatever...was talking a lot with my Private jesus, Stefan, im so happy to have him... hm... my dear friend.. who will listen to every bullshit im talking about, will help me out, give advice and agree on some my stupid idea=))) thanks that i have u, Steff=))<br />s<br />were talking about my fucked up situation.. about all assholes and bastard im meeting on my way...hm... think im just too naive.. i like to believe in everything that is said...agrrr. thats why its so easy to hurt me... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:filthy_slut:1058 2005-09-20T18:14:00Z 2005-09-20T18:14:00Z hate myself being so nervous...<br />need to start deprevetion...releasing from depression..<br /><br />thoughts going back all the fucken tome..only 2 weeks...feeling like a year<br />dont wanna explaine.. or talk about.... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:filthy_slut:862 2005-09-14T18:42:32Z 2005-09-14T18:48:01Z <img src="http://www.liveinternet.ru/images/attach/647/647898_afxsel1.jpg" width="345" height="340" alt="afxsel1.jpg (345x340, 79Kb)"><br /><br /><br />now i have bad associations with his music...<br />love it... without name... just so good...<br /><br />firstly it was kinda playing with my nerves.. now im calm.. a bit happy...<br />he is the best.. genius.<br /><br />bad only one thing... now all the time i will be listening to him.. i will have stupid picture in my mind...me and fucken asshole on the couch watching "come to daddy".... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:filthy_slut:557 2005-09-14T18:41:12Z 2005-09-14T18:41:12Z Aphex Twin shity LJ still cant find out how to use it...rrrrrr<br /><br />my mood? pretty fucked up..<br />was supposed to be on KORN concert but some motherfucker has stolen our free tickets...grrrr<br /><br />anyway.. mood is kinda fucked up... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:filthy_slut:344 2005-09-04T22:28:04Z 2005-09-04T22:28:04Z I dont know what a fuck im writing now.. too bad.. hehe.. any way.. wish u much bettteer life